Hope everyone is doing well? I kind of forgot about my blog until tonight and just had the urge to get back on it!
My partner said I should try to Vlog instead on my YouTube channel. But I’d much rather write, I find it easier to express myself through writing, And besides I hate the sound of my own voice and the YouTube videos always cringe me out.
Lots has changed again, I’m now engaged and have been for almost a year. I also have moved into a new place October 2015, and it’s actually a house! I spoke to a mortgage advisor but unfortunately on my wage on my own it’s impossible at the moment for me to buy anywhere so still renting. I actually had to go take out a credit card just so I can start building up my credit rating also.
I’m still working at an Opticians, all is going okay there at the moment.
Anyway I’d really love to hear what you guys have been doing?
So about a month ago me and my boyfriend of 3 years ended our relationship. After having a good old think I couldn’t see it going anywhere and it just seemed to fizzle out. We were both very upset but obviously I knew what was coming so am handling the whole thing alot better.
I’ve now started to notice people dropping off my friends list on Facebook, and gay mutual friends worming there way in to his life. Doing the old ‘like’ on every single photo and status he posts up. This is the thing that annoys me the most. I’ve also noticed my ex is now suddenly friends with alot of other gay guys on Facebook which also annoys me.
Pretty much everything annoys me at the moment, these people are like vultures waiting for the relationship to die so they can swoop in and take their pickings. And of course, I’m the bitch because I ended the relationship. Apart from my best friend I’ve had nobody ask how I am or give me any support.
But I am now focusing on work and moving house so looking forward to a hopefully better future for myself.
This is only going to be a short post but I really wanted to say a few words.
I have just watched a horrific video of a Gay African Man being beaten and then burned to death by an anti-gay mob of men in broad daylight. This happened in Uganda in broad daylight in the middle of a busy road, cars actually honking and driving round the man burning to death under a pile of wood in the road. Not one person tried to save him, hundreds stood around and watched but did nothing.
I think it’s probably the most horrific and upsetting video I’ve ever seen, I’m beyond shocked. On Christmas Eve I am sat in my room thinking about this poor young man and nearly crying. I don’t think there is much more for me to say, the title of this post says it all really.
A few months ago I set up my own Facebook Page called Gay Equalityy (2 Y’s) and this horrific video has given me so much more motivation and passion to raise awareness of what’s going on in the world and what is happening to these people.
Whether you are LGBT or Straight I would be extremely grateful if you could give my page a like and help me raise awareness, Please.
I am hoping this Blog is going to be slightly more successful than my old one that I kind of just gave up on. I don’t quite know what I want to achieve from this blog at the moment, maybe some sort of diary that I can look back on for myself? Or most importantly a blog for people to see into my life and read about my experiences past and present.
As said I am Bisexual and this is something that has been quite hard to come to terms with when I first realised and I have gone on a roller coaster of a ride through the good the bad and the ugly.
Everything will be revealed in good time and I hope you enjoy my Blog.